nohting tastes as good as....FOOD

Marie claire magazine might now be on my femisit hit list.

with the new issue that has the beautifully sexy oliva wilde on the cover, this "womens magazine," has more than three articles about being skinny, how to think yourself thin, how big girls survive in a little city, etc. There is also a quote from the oh so heatlhy Kate Moss "nothing tastes as good as skinny feels" of course this quote is from years ago. but wow. what a message. i personally think nothing tastes as good as food.

I also would prefer if media stopped shoved eating disorders down our throats. pardon the expression.

Its no wonder 8 million Americans have an eating disorder...

reaching out

I figure reading other peoples stories help me...so maybe mine will help other women...

www.macisheartstories.blogspot.com

fairy tales

You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales? That fantasy of what your life would be.

White dress, Prince Charming, who'd carry you away to a castle on a hill... You'd lie in bed at night and close your eyes and you had complete and utter faith.

Santa Claus, the Tooth Fairy, Prince Charming - they were so close you could taste them. But eventually, you grow up.

One day you open your eyes and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is, it's hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely.

'Cause almost everyone still has that smallest bit of hope, of faith, that one day they'll open their eyes and it will all come true.

I'm one of those idiots. unfortunately; for now, at least.

damn fairy tales

dear you people

all those who call yourselves friends and you know better, please listen up.

especially if you do any of the following....

fail to reach out at all, in the slightest when you know your "friend" is in hell, you're not a true friend.

make everything under the sun about you, even when its SO not..you're not a true friend.

say everything in a weird, passively aggressive, neurotic way, that is again ALL ABOUT YOU...you're not a true friend.

pretend we're friends so you look good in front of other people...you're not a true friend.

use information about me that you retrieve in weird, stalker-ish ways, to prove your loyalty to someone else, YOU'RE NOT A TRUE FRIEND

if any (or in most circumstances ALL) of these things apply to you, please stop pretending you care about me, I'm so over being shit on.

thanks!!

dating...

im ready to date! going on dates, meeting lots of sweet fun guys, realizing a lot of guys are more drama than girls! lol but hey-im just looking for a good time! bring on the adventure-im ready!

twisted toast and lillies

so today my toaster ate my toast.

apparently you shouldn't squish bread while unloading groceries-cause it says that way, then when you put it in the toaster-it wont coem out because its stuck. being squishy.

then my great friend bought me the prettiest flowers. lillies. my favorite.

kinda how my life is right now...a few squishy things that dont fit, and then pretty flowers to make it possible to endure.

<3
M

sinatra saturdays and summertime

I love the kind of music that makes you wanna slow dance, sway. even by yourself if necessary.

it seems to be that i was in this same place-different story last year at this same time. me,frank-and heartache.

my mind is on destiny and fate. and the things we do to change it. can you make a mistake, and miss your fate? or what if the other guy makes a mistake? thats it? thats the best chance we got? I just cant believe that...

faith?? still have it. small lil' flame but its still in my heart. I've seen it afterall; the dream, the sometimes, seemingly unreal. ah and it sucks. only phrase that does it justice in my head. sucky.

but at least Frank gets me, and when im dancing to his jazz tunes and terribly accurate lyrics in my empty house-i remember the fate. <3